I dont know anyone involved here. I will say I kind of lost it when a BITCH I was with for 7 years cheated on me behind my back. She said marry me or else. I walked away. It was hard, really hard. I lost my mind kinda like you, Donny. I moved out and fucked like 25 girls in the next 6 months. (mostly bar and coke whores but it worked) I would advise the same, Donny, it might help you instead of tryin to vent here. Everytime you post, you get abused, that cant be good for you right now. Help your ego and go fuck some girls. hell, get escorts if you cant pick em up in the clubs. Just dont post here, it cant be helping your ego at all.
Best of luck,
Eddie