Originally Posted by John Hughes

Honestly, here it is:

1. I don't talk to her too much. A little, but not much. Very little, actually. We were together 6 years, from the time she was 19 until she was 25. I watched her change a lot. She had a tough childhood and I really loved her. I am stupid enough to think that most of what has happened is because Mark is a controlling asshole that is telling her what to think, and that much of this crap isn't coming from HER, but from him. He's admitted himself that he's a very jealous person.

2. Mark's ex told me to watch for certain things happening, and what those certain things meant. I've seen her exact words happen to Belinda and it scares the hell out of me. Perhaps I shouldn't care, but I do.

3. Ego. I hate that she left me for him. Pure and simple.

4. Despite all these, I gave up a long time ago and things were lying pretty dormant. Mark recently roused them again. I contacted him 3 times over the course of a week asking him to stop, but I really think he was trying to force something to happen. That way he can make it look like I was messing with them again.