Good luck with the misogyny.
Just because you are drawn to shallow women with low self-esteem, it doesn't mean that they are the majority. It simply means that shallow, uneducated, uncreative women tend to be the only ones stupid enough to be with someone like you, who obviously won't respect them. But they aren't looking for men who will respect them because they don't believe they deserve to be respected. The rest -- the majority -- keep their distance.
Water finds its own level.