So sorry for your loss. You were lucky to have her as long as you did and I'm sure she knew that you loved her. I lost my mom at 21, when I was too young and stupid to realize how important she was in my life. I'd give anything on earth to be able to spend just 5 minutes with her now, to tell her how much she meant to me and how my life was never the same once she wasn't in it any longer. The day she died, my childhood ended, because no one has ever taken care of me or been there for me like she always was. But I think that mothers know and I can only hope that she saw past my arrogance and selfishness and knew how much she meant to me. RIP.
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