30 years, pack of reds every day.
Today is my 3rd day off cigs and the mind games are in full effect. I almost threw a phone out the window, ive cussed out customers, bitched out friends, told one homie to lose my number. People that know me might think this is normal behavior... but I am so on edge right now.
im looking for excuses to be pissed off so i can race for a smoke and calm down. I've never quit.
Going to Phoenix and not smoking is going to be a challenge.
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