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Well this starts to get to the very root of the problem. We are a greedy, narcisstic an violent species. Most only think of themselves, what makes them feel good and how they can aquire more stuff. To this effect the "MARKET" is probably the root cause of 99% of all human suffering and injustices.

I am a porngrapher and not a boy scout and I am not someone that has any right to lecture about morality. But as I get older I have started to see things as they truely are. I am old man and the fact is that I am not going to live much longer. Therefore I do not care what other people think when I speak my mind.

I have never met an athiest in my life that does not use politics as a basis to argue against the existance of the "devine." I also believe that scientists are pretty fucking arrogant when they claim there is no scientific proof of the "devine." After all what have they really accomplished in comparison?

Religion is violent because humanity is violent. But as I have come to understand from life experience, religion.... If followed correctly and without fault, offers a way out of the insanity. Unfortunately very few people are ever smart enough to understand how to follow a faith and even less are able embody the pious devotion that is required.

So I suppose that exiges the question if I regret choosing to be a pornographer.
In some ways I do. I was a flower child hippie and I saw porn as an extention of "peace and love." In a bizarre mannier I thought that showing sex as playfuly fun and enjoyable would help bring peace and happiness to the world. I certainly never imagined that the punters would take over the industry and make it a shitty mess.

Without a doubt there exists no conceivable way that I would want to get involve in today's porn industry. But unfortunately for me it is too late.

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officially retired as of March 01 2018 but still fucking around and getting into shit.