No one understands suicide better than I understand it since I think about it every day multiple times since I was maybe eleven
We ALL want what we cannot have . . . Me I am not allowed to die for certain reasons . . Like a lot of men want women they can't have or cars they couldn't buy . . I want peace and rest, always have ..
Not in a woe is me crying sad type of a way but in a fuck being human this is ridiculous fuck it type of a way