crockett

This was the shortest post to quote..

I don't know you other than your posts here.. It's very easy to see you have the typical addict mentality/personality. I'm not saying that to trash you and it's obviously been said becore.

You are like my brother, a 49 year old child who has blamed everyone else for everything wrong in his life. As I say, I don't know you, but I do know you as I've seen this all before..

You need to grow up and do a real "reset". Loosing everything you own is not a reset, that's just hitting the bottom.

You need to walk away from your current life and start fresh. If you keep the same life, no matter where you go, you will have the same problems..

For many people losing everything is the wake up call, but I just don't see that as your wake up call. You have far too big of a chip on your shoulder.

You need to walk away go get a job outside this industry or start fresh doing something else (not talking BSing us with shit about mainstream). Go get a real job you have to have the responibilty of waking up sober each day for.. Hell maybe you don't need to go get a job.. Maybe you need to just be a bum for a bit or go take a Forrest Gump walk..

What ever it is, that you need to put yourself right you need to do. All the self pity and blame will put you no where. You have to own up to you as the decision maker of your life and live with that and then you have to want to change before you will ever go forward.