It's maybe not the time for anger, but many family members i think will have a guilty conscience on how they have acted (or not acted as the case may be) since when was diagnosed. I treated each day with her since to make her still feel helpful, loved and a someone who deserved help when she needed it most. I guess all families have many who don't care as much.
Had the funeral parlour today to sort some things out. And now the funeral, or cremation to be exact will be on Friday.
I think i will need a few days away from everyone just to get my thoughts together. I should just plan out a trip somewhere and stick to that. Will see how the week goes first...
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