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Originally Posted by kane
Damn. It sounds like you have been through a lot with that. Sorry to hear it, but it's good you have a way of dealing with it and keep a good outlook. A lot of people would have just gotten lost in depression and painkillers.
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my daughter tells me I have an intense weird life
thing is though, this is why I know what I know... the things that upset you guys... but I'm making serious fucking payments on it
edit, in 2015 I had 27 years clean in NA. when I went to weed form opiates against dr's advice I gave up my time in NA... to be honest I only smoke weed and nothing else and to my mind I'll have 30 years in dec.. no big deal my mind drifted from NA philosophy 10 years ago....
remember I'm an INTJ. I am inner directed and I think about stuff for years before I make a decision. sometimes years and years. that's why we believe what we figure out. unless you run around with one of us you don't really notice the odd mechanisms that guide us.
I'm told there are a few INTJ'S here which makes perfect sense. most of us have cold personalities in person although I have affected a jovial good old boy that I run around inside of. we are very very calculating people. 98% of people I can look in the eye and say 'I don't think like you', because I am not a normal person. and when people spend large amounts of time with me they get uncomfortable, I get uncomfortable. everybody is unhappy. we just ain't normal and normal prefers to be around normal... because normal is as normal does, I don't do normal. I never have.