Excellent poogress! I see you have taken some good advice to start your pant pooing journey to spiritual enlightenment, by starting off on a toilet, but with your underwear still on!
This is of course (As I'm sure you realise) a great way to 'trick' your body into doing the 'unthinkable'... A great way to begin.
Once you have done it a few times, and realise how delightful it feels (Especially when you pull your outer clothing back into place & stand up) this will go a long way towards breaking down the mental barriers which prevent you from just going in your pants, whenever you choose to do so...
After all, you have been conditioned that 'it is wrong' all your life, by people who don't want you to transcend across cosmic barriers, and you have mental barriers in place - This is a great first step to dismantling them
Please keep practicing, until you can just drop a full load, in public, whenever the mood strikes, & be so proud of your achievement, that you can smile at those around you, who first hear the noise, & then get hit by the smell
Seeing you on the toilet trying to poo your underwear completely inspires me! It means that all my hours (No - YEARS!) of preaching poo on GFY are finally starting to pay off
I'm really proud of you, & excited that you are going on a journey that will free your mind, and the rest will follow - Be color blind, don't be so shallow!
CONGRATS! Please keep us all updated on your poogress and you poogress