Originally Posted by Huggles

Buddy... you're a millionaire... why aren't you doing anything better with your life?

I didn't even read your venomous words... I know you're lashing out from a place of DEEP INSECURITY. Asian dudes like you see a big unrefined ogre white guy like myself and think "Why the fuck do women like this gigantic oaf, what about him is attractive at all? Why are they all talking to him?" and the jealousy sets it. It happens over and over with asian dudes.

Check this out. Today, I'm working on selling 2 of my 3 vehicles so I can make rent and buy a longer network cable. I can't even do my uploads anymore because the mice chewed through my long cable, and now my laptop that I connect via wifi is in a position where the signal sucks and I cannot even do my Tube Site Submitter uploads of compilations because the connection is too slow.

However, I have been super creative and divergently thinking lately, and my 4th book, "The Shitkickers: Agents of F.L.U.S.H." is nearly done! It is like Batman mixed with Portlandia, an action-comedy that I'm having SO much fun writing. Just need to push through the tough times of having no money to be able to afford pretty much anything other than very basic food and survival items. Yet.... I still create. This creative energy extends beyond your aura, if you believe in that like I do, and that energy does radiate out from you and attract women. Even when I'm broke as fuck, I'm still getting flirted with when I do go into town, but that's not my focus at the moment. Need to get my stuff sold so I can fix up my car, get the 4th book released, and then drive down to New Orleans where my beautiful baby momma and kid are asking me to come stay with them. They miss me, and I've just got to keep pushing forward so I can balance my responsibilities to my two loves, family, and art.

Check out how poor I am, you can laugh all you want, I'm 100% secure in who I am and none of your mockery makes me feel bad. In fact, I thrive off your hate.... you're a millionaire, unable to produce anything cool or artsy, and you're hatin' on a dude with nothing who still creates... this gives me power. I know that, despite having SO MANY RESOURCES to be doing anything or be anywhere in the world, you're here with someone with nothing, paying more attention to me than every other door open to you. I am the most interesting thing in your life right meow. I appreciate you feeding into me, and giving me a platform to self-express on.


Channeling my inner Ernest Shackleton, I know that while the road ahead is going to be very difficult, I will continue producing my books and I will make it down to New Orleans. When I walk in the door of my baby momma's and I have my completed 4th book in my bags to sell at bars down there, life will be another new, big adventure again!