I Hope All You Muther Fuckers Are Happy Now

[xxxjay]

Hate away...
The Precipitous Decline Continues - Don't Tell Me How To Ruin My Life

[inabon]

whaaaaaaa

[xxxjay]

Originally Posted by inabon

whaaaaaaa

Ha, good one.

[tical]

I don't know you personally but I've been around for a while.

You're a sharp guy and a savvy hustler. Once you decompress from all of this it's going to be damn near impossible for you to not bounce back. Whether you want to or not, it's in your DNA... it's going to happen. You get to start over.

Think about that. Even when you were rolling in it... if you could start fresh there's no doubt you'd do things differently. You'll be fine.

[xxxjay]

Originally Posted by tical

I don't know you personally but I've been around for a while.

You're a sharp guy and a savvy hustler. Once you decompress from all of this it's going to be damn near impossible for you to not bounce back. Whether you want to or not, it's in your DNA... it's going to happen. You get to start over.

Think about that. Even when you were rolling in it... if you could start fresh there's no doubt you'd do things differently. You'll be fine.

Well damn, I wasn't expecting that. Thank you for taking the high road, I was expecting and still am expecting people to kick me when I'm down

[Rochard]

I ran over a squirrel with my bike last night.

[MrBottomTooth]

That was one well built chair.

[Colmike9]

I almost quit and maybe done other bad things to myself in the past.. Really glad I didn't.
You'll bounce back, man, just never give up.

[escorpio]

Originally Posted by Rochard

I ran over a squirrel with my bike last night.

[Coup]

I heard T-Rain gets more youtube views than XXXJay. Fucked up if true.

[Dead]

Nice kitchen Jay, fuck, nice house! Better then mine if that helps? For the record, I did not smile once well watching.

[MrBottomTooth]

You needed to get rid of that house. Had to be a money pit. Now you can concentrate on working and not worry about the massive bills that probably went along with that mansion.

[C H R I S]

Nowhere to go but up Jay. Try to keep a positive attitude and stay off FB.

When you've had alot of success the lows seem even more horrible, but you have your health and aot more than many others.

[Dead]

Man the Highland Inn is a sweet spot, stayed there many times, ask for a room out front looking at the CNN. I will get you the room number, as stated, fuck a big house, you just need a place to chill and the Highland will have ya covered. Keep fighting the good fight who ever the hell you are.

[JayAllan]

I have been way down and way up so many times. For me that's just the life of an artist.
If I had all the money I earned I would live on my own tropical island.
I would also be dead 3 or 4 times if I let the weight of being down take me out.
When I was making bank I couldn't believe how fast the money went and the
beautiful girls came and left. When I was broke I couldn't believe how well I
could get on with so little. And the kind people stayed around. In the end it all
just evens out. Be happy within yourself and you will be happy no matter what.
And what doesn't kill you will make you stronger than ever.

Good luck to you

[Grapesoda]

Originally Posted by xxxjay

Well damn, I wasn't expecting that. Thank you for taking the high road, I was expecting and still am expecting people to kick me when I'm down

I'm going with this... what benefit do I receive when you are down....?? now when you are up..... all kinds of cool stuff can happen

[j3rkules]

I can not open the post, it redirected to some ad network.

[Grapesoda]

Originally Posted by xxxjay

Hate away...
The Precipitous Decline Continues - Don't Tell Me How To Ruin My Life

The easiest way to get around this is to disable your internet (pull the cable, disable the adapter, whatever). Then kill the browser and restart it, then close the tab. lol!!!

[VikingMan]

Good luck Jay! Please update loljesus.com when you get a moment. Safe travels

[xxxjay]

Originally Posted by MrBottomTooth

That was one well built chair.

It really was.

[generossisback]

Originally Posted by tical

I don't know you personally but I've been around for a while.

You're a sharp guy and a savvy hustler. Once you decompress from all of this it's going to be damn near impossible for you to not bounce back. Whether you want to or not, it's in your DNA... it's going to happen. You get to start over.

Think about that. Even when you were rolling in it... if you could start fresh there's no doubt you'd do things differently. You'll be fine.

THIS!

I am doing a story on this and how XXXJay was one of the good guys around the business that got shafted but he will bounce back.

[gfyworldnews]

Lose the victim mentality. Perhaps then you'll begin to move forward.

[Bladewire]

Your use of the term Dick Delicious is curiously stimulating.

You don't have to leave. The desert cities are closer, cheap, and quickly humbling. I've always liked your spirit. Outlook is about perception.

[Spunky]

Originally Posted by jerkules

I can not open the post, it redirected to some ad network.

Same here,just closed it.

[PornWorx]

People use to write this crap in diaries and keep it under their bed.

[dig420]

I lost three houses, two of them legit mansions, in the real estate crash, and more than half my income to tube sites at damn near the exact same time. You can add on the decimation of the value of .com real estate to the list of fucking shitty things that happened in that time period. Never saw the point in bitching about it on GFY, not like any of these motherfuckers care anyway, and if you want to point the finger at someone point it at tubes and inefficient DMCA laws.

All you can do is retool and rethink, move on with your life. Hope you at least opened a retirement account in the good days. That's the only thing that keeps me sane. At least I have something left. Time to move on to dating.

[Paul Markham]

"Access to the web page was blocked. Show URL"

[beerptrol]

Originally Posted by jerkules

I can not open the post, it redirected to some ad network.

Same here lol! They must think Michigan is some third world shit hole and redirected me lol

[mineistaken]

Redirects to google.

[robwod]

Jay, not to be critical, but perhaps instead of going to the Inn, consider checking yourself into a place that can give you some help.

Life's good, if you let it. And certainly it can be good again for you. At this point, seriously, what else have you got to lose?

You have two choices:

1. Continue going through ups and downs, that ends with you in yet another inebriated mental state of self-pity and blaming anyone, everyone and everything. Then, of course, the pseudo suicide threats. And when you finally get sober for a day or two, your head is still messed up.

OR

2. Get some help. Learn to enjoy life again.

The choice is yours. Grow a pair and get some help. You need it. Getting help is not a bad thing. Good luck.

[dyna mo]

i'm happy now, yes, thank you for your hope. i hope you're happy too! we all get what we want deep down.

happy memorial weekend!

[xXXtesy10]

you handle stress very well, this good video for linkedin

[$money$]

Originally Posted by xxxjay

Hate away...
The Precipitous Decline Continues - Don't Tell Me How To Ruin My Life

[Horatio Caine]

Once again, its everyone else's fault but yours.
Once again looking for attention with threats of suicide.


What a fucking mess you are

[xXXtesy10]

Access to the web page was blocked.

Threat: JS/TrojanDownloader.FakejQuery.A trojan

[John_Galbani]

I think many drugs is problem.

[xXXtesy10]

remind me this guy but not fight same level

[Google Expert]

Originally Posted by xxxjay

I made a lot of money for a lot of people, but they ultimately double-crossed me. This leaves me where I am now.

Who did "double-cross" you and how?

[Sednub997]

you must feel bad knowing all these ppl are again you

[$money$]

Originally Posted by xxxjay

Hate away...
The Precipitous Decline Continues - Don't Tell Me How To Ruin My Life

[Nitzer Ebb]

Whats going on there? High on drugs and breaking chairs?

[CDSmith]

Originally Posted by xxxjay

Well damn, I wasn't expecting that. Thank you for taking the high road, I was expecting and still am expecting people to kick me when I'm down

Do those people matter to you J?

What Tical said goes double from me.

[xxxjay]

Originally Posted by mineistaken

Redirects to google.

No it doesn't...
The Precipitous Decline Continues - Don't Tell Me How To Ruin My Life

[MiamiBoyz]

[$money$]

Originally Posted by Coup

I heard T-Rain gets more youtube views than XXXJay. Fucked up if true.

[TheSquealer]

Originally Posted by CDSmith

Do those people matter to you J?

What Tical said goes double from me.

yeah right....

his single biggest problem is a bunch of jack offs not recognizing the fact that he'll be dead soon and that his current predicament is nothing more than the obvious and inevitable conclusion of the life of an addict. alone. broke and soon to be dead. and why? because you can't see what is right in front of you.

he was super cool when he could afford to sniff coke and meth off strippers asses and was posting those pics... now he's broke after a couple very short years of living WELL beyond his means. and its over. what a shocker.

but it has nothing to do with him?
his addiction/alcohol and drug abuse?

he keeps threatening to kill himself for fucks sake. not even that is a red flag for some of you guys?

you guys don't care any more than i do as to whether he lives or dies, you just want to be perceived as caring by peers. if you actually cared, you'd take action and attempt to save his life.

the very fucking point of his posts like this are not for the attention but for a specific kind of attention,.... its to continue to validate his own much needed perception/self deception that his predicament has nothing to do with his actions. he wants people to attack him so he can point the figure outward, not inward. look at this thread. look at others. look at the thread title. look at how he invites people to attack him. someone does the opposite and he still does the "woe is me' crap with a mention of "kicking him" when he''s down... yet this is all his creation to begin with. he's airing it to the world because he needs to believe nothing is his fault so he can continue killing himself right in front of your eyes and believing others are doing it to him.

congrats to the winners. you almost there. you've almost enable the death of another junkie like the guy getting tattoos of company logos on here that killed himself.

and what will you say then? what will you say when Jay is dead? "i should have seen this coming"? "I should have done something"? of course not. all you fucking twits will come back saying what a great guy he was and what a terrible loss it is.... and the fake remorse will last for a good 2-3 minutes or so and he'll be gone and forgotten... because again, you want to be perceived as caring without actually having to do anything constructive or burning any calories to be of any real use.

[johnnyloadproductions]

Originally Posted by TheSquealer

yeah right....

Not really sure what he'll do.

This is just another example of why it is important to always be developing new skill sets. Jay did try several different things recently but results were dismal.

Sending traffic to some cam programs to the SEO courses he created (which were actually decent) got him almost nothing relative to the effort he put in.
Jay really peaked out about a decade ago. It was a perfect match for him; sex (100's of models/pornstars), drugs, rock 'n' roll. He truly lived it up to the stereotype.

I've only talked to him, never met him but he is someone I could certainly be friends with in the real world or at least talk to over a beer.

It's improbable he'll meet any similar success he previously met with his current skills. One thing is certain, he keeps acting like he does (the victim), his situation will keep getting worse and worse until...

[Speigelau]

Originally Posted by TheSquealer

yeah right....

his single biggest problem is a bunch of jack offs not recognizing the fact that he'll be dead soon and that his current predicament is nothing more than the obvious and inevitable conclusion of the life of an addict. alone. broke and soon to be dead. and why? because you can't see what is right in front of you.

he was super cool when he could afford to sniff coke and meth off strippers asses and was posting those pics... now he's broke after a couple very short years of living WELL beyond his means. and its over. what a shocker.

but it has nothing to do with him?
his addiction/alcohol and drug abuse?

he keeps threatening to kill himself for fucks sake. not even that is a red flag for some of you guys?

you guys don't care any more than i do as to whether he lives or dies, you just want to be perceived as caring by peers. if you actually cared, you'd take action and attempt to save his life.

the very fucking point of his posts like this are not for the attention but for a specific kind of attention,.... its to continue to validate his own much needed perception/self deception that his predicament has nothing to do with his actions. he wants people to attack him so he can point the figure outward, not inward. look at this thread. look at others. look at the thread title. look at how he invites people to attack him. someone does the opposite and he still does the "woe is me' crap with a mention of "kicking him" when he''s down... yet this is all his creation to begin with. he's airing it to the world because he needs to believe nothing is his fault so he can continue killing himself right in front of your eyes and believing others are doing it to him.

congrats to the winners. you almost there. you've almost enable the death of another junkie like the guy getting tattoos of company logos on here that killed himself.

and what will you say then? what will you say when Jay is dead? "i should have seen this coming"? "I should have done something"? of course not. all you fucking twits will come back saying what a great guy he was and what a terrible loss it is.... and the fake remorse will last for a good 2-3 minutes or so and he'll be gone and forgotten... because again, you want to be perceived as caring without actually having to do anything constructive or burning any calories to be of any real use.

For over a decade many told Jay he needs to get 100% sober and he continued to shrug off the drug and alcohol abuse as "partying" and "social use".

Throughout all of his embarrassing fights (mostly getting his ass beat), drunk rampages, arrests and failed business dealings, many here bought into Jay's act that he was the victim and had gotten a raw deal in life.

Many thought he was cool because he banged porn stars, was open about his drug use and the face of a semi successful adult site network. Now that the money, his adult sites and his so called friends are gone, he's got nothing left and his downward spiral continues at warp speed. He won't see age 50 if he doesn't get 100% sober. With all his depressing hints at suicide, I think he might be ok with that.

[johnnyloadproductions]

Originally Posted by Speigelau

Many thought he was cool because he banged porn stars, was open about his drug use and the face of a semi successful adult site network.

One thing I like about Jay is he is straight up when you ask him a question.

[Speigelau]

Originally Posted by johnnyloadproductions

Not really sure what he'll do.

This is just another example of why it is important to always be developing new skill sets. Jay did try several different things recently but results were dismal.

Sending traffic to some cam programs to the SEO courses he created (which were actually decent) got him almost nothing relative to the effort he put in.
.

It's not 2005 anymore and jaysxxxlinks died long ago. The landscape has changed and Jay thinking he's still some sort of SEO guru is laughable. Now that the money is gone, he has very limited resources to fund any adult project and he's finding his knowledge of the industry is far outdated to make anything work (gfmateclicks).