Don't ever let motherfuckers drive you over the edge
 

It is not worth it, and you can lose everything.

I've known for a long time that I can't change how people behave and that it's my choice to react in a way that is upsetting to me.

That wisdom if put into practice could have saved me so much trouble and pain over the years. I've finally taken it to heart and it WORKS!!

A few weeks ago, say 2 or 3, I got to the point where I just wanted to murder everything moving. I was hell bent, unsettled, unstable and :mad: So I ended up after a long period of sobriety, using that as an excuse to go out and get drunk.

And I caused several occurences that could be pieced together into a hollywood movie. And not a good one. A pathetic but exciting low $$$ grossing film. The police were called on me four different times, I was run off of a roadway by angry mexicans in a huge truck, I got into a pseudo fight with some crazy midget like guy under a streetlight, and that is only some of the parts I remember.

Letting people drive you to anything, even mere anger, is pathetic. Drinking to deal with it is beyond pathetic. I am lucky to be alive, to not have killed someone, to not have had my face broken or worse, to not be in jail/prison and on and on and on.

Take my advice: DO NOT allow people around you in your life to control the way that you feel. Ever. I've had loved ones and select other assholes I have been close with jump up and fucking down on my last god damned nerve pretty much all of my life.

No more

A lot of people I know of do the same thing - and we never even realize - but it is NOT worth the stroke, the drunken event that lands you a fifteen to life or something you can't live with having done, or the poverty and destitution or ANY OF IT

From now on "I don't care how much I care", FUCK THEM :thumbsup

Special thanks to all of the morons and scholars of GFY who have just now acted as my sounding board

So you're blaming your own weaknesses and inability to stay sober on others?

Hang on. Calling the cops to see if they can 5150 you...

cool story bro.

Nice write...

Sounds like you're still worked up about 'it'.

What's your address? The cops need it.

clueless cunt :thumbsup

Are you Native American?

you should move to Australia you would end up killing yourself

"Don't ever let motherfuckers drive you over the edge"...

Tip? Dont get in the motherfucking car to begin with...

I feel your pain mate! Several years ago, I made an attempt to take my life, because of pressures being placed on me by various bullying elements within the circles that I moved in at that time. Fortunately, I recovered thanks to good mental health help and a positive outlook.

Just six weeks ago, I suffered a minor stroke - I now work hard to stay who and where I am because of the strength I gained from my "near death experience". I'm happy to be here!

Move on mate and work out what is important to you! And fuck the naysayers out there! :2 cents:

scary story!

Mayweather was the 1st person to cause me to loose my cool in a good while.
ohh well /:
ds

Of course.

No.. And you, are you going to take responsibility for your own illiteracy? :1orglaugh

Post a photo of yourself wearing your wife-beater t shirt.

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When you figure out how to do this, please let me know!

Write it all out and email me the details.

I can write and potentially shoot a low budget film with all you mentioned.

You never know where it might go. Seems it can only go up for you.

Good grief. How fucking old are you? How about, don't come on here acting like you got everything figured out, when really, life is kicking your ass up and down the block on a daily basis.

You are such a goddamn loser I don't even know how to describe the depths of loserdom that you reach.

I like. Good words.

Translation - My girlfriend dumped me.