It is becoming more and more difficult for me
 

...to live through another day. The mind numbing pain I suffer with is becoming more and more of a burden to bear and my will to bear it...I fear...may be weakening.

Oh shit, he comes another online death and rebirth.

pathfinder > theking > __________?

Don't even think about it man, you have so much to live fo ....... oh wait ....

I thought you were a tough soldier and here you are talking about taking the easy way out.

Where is this mind numbing pain? Have you been to a pain management specialist?

Eats bullets and shits ice cream. At least that's what his Pentagon contacts told me.

Another Bot Suicide is clearly imminent :1orglaugh

Pig shit?

Yes...multiple times via the VA since '91. The will to live has been a daily struggle for the past 21 years. I am growing older and I feel the will to live may be declining within me.

Man up. Don't let your animals down.

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Try Kratom. It have helped people with pain, depression & anxiety.

http://www.thekratomking.com/Bali_Kr...krapcompow.htm

If you're serious, you need see a doctor asap and find the right meds. You are clearly depressed. There is no denying that based on what you have said.

Some natural things you can do as well, one being get as much sunlight on you as possible. Not sure what your eating habits are or what meds you currently take, but that could also be playing a role.

And for the love of God, find something else to do than come to GFY. Get a dog, take walks, get out of your house. It will help your state of mind.

You need to do more fishing.

This message is hidden because theking is on your ignore list.


Let me guess, you're going to pretend you died again?

You need to have a talk with a professorial and not GFY

Its not even worth thinking about. You only got one life on this earth, its not a practice run.. so why shorten it ... live it to the full, there are always people worse off, in more pain than you ... who love life


and this :2 cents:

Never give up, fight for life.

Pretty much describes my situation at the moment :Oh crap

Ohh I hope things get better for you as well :thumbsup

Nah I aint suicidal tho. Just going through a divorce and contemplated going wild for a while for old times sake on blank drunk missions to anywhere, but I gotta feed the animals and walk the dog :Oh crap

Venting this kind of shit on a site where 80 percent of the members appear to take pleasure in mocking you probably won't help your disposition.

Both you and giggles will come out on the other side.

ohh sorry to hear about your divorce

Just do it man...


Theres VERY LITTLE in our lives, that we actually have REAL control over... Aside our deaths...

Thats a quote from Evil Kenevil...

He went on to say...

Quote:

And mine? It shall be glorious!

RESPECT !






But then he didn't pretend to die on a message board did he?

Fixed!!! :thumbsup

https://gfy.com/image.php?u=5699&dateline=1321595297



Seek some professional help there Pathfind...er, TheKing (of Pain). :winkwink:

:smilie_we

ADG

you can't go fishing if you're dead :2 cents:

I win this thread.

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