The following are Nysus's own words. I have only deleted names & personal contact info.
I need to find a treatment facility desperately. I don't know how much they are going to cost though. I'm 22 years old. I can't be on long, the monitor is covered by a shielding material but I am getting worse including from computer, the rest of the power and appliances in the house are off -- it's cold, my right side is colder than left side right now, so I already should have unplugged computer- I need to find help though
My parents don't seem to be able to look too well for help because they are so paralyzed and stressed and having to spend their time trying to care for me and keep working.
My sensitivity first increased gradually as I was put on
Paxil up until 40 Mg (which i was left on by family doctor for 2 months) which immediately started giving me burning sensations (but family doctor didn't take me off, 2 months later when I saw a
psychiatrist is when it was lowered), and ever since then I have had increased problems caused by the medications, all
SSRIs I was put on; most recently was
Effexor I was on for 3 months which I developed very
hypersensitive hearing (no care from a new family doctor), and then it went to hyperacusis (no care from family doctor or emergency ward) and then the hyperacusis became excruciatingly painful, all sounds, so I cut my dose in half for 3 days, the pain stopped inceasing, so I sotpped completely and the pain has mostly stopped -- except I get so many EMS symptoms now; burning sensation I've had since I started the Paxil 5 years ago is back intensely (
wearing a shielded hat has helped me from 'going insane' with the neurological disruptions),
but I still am having to wear earplugs and earmuffs -- the more sound I block out, the less affected I get. Tense muscles, teeth in pain, side specific to the ear that is bothered by the frequency.
I don't know what to do. I can't handle it any longer. I finally know why the medications that were given to me caused me such 'abnormal' reactions, increased my EMS and they've been EMS symptoms I've been having and getting worse.
Canada doesn't convisder this a medical problem apparently so I won't be covered. I pretty much know what I'd need for treatment,
what I've desperately figured out even before knowing that the body does hold onto frequencies and stores them in cytoplasm, I had believed that they did because the longer the exposure to an affecting sound, the worse it would get, and the longer it would take to go away after blocking it or leaving it -- however there's nowhere I can go, and when I did venture out it would regardlessly end me up in more pain and a much worse mental state, and I'd have to walk on the other side of the road away from powerlines as I can hear them (either their frequency or magnestism), and lightbulbs (the filiments), and so many things; they all hurt me.
I do have some Ativan/lorazepam right now, but it only takes away the pain sensations, but not the tight muscles or the mental effects. And being 22, having to seclude and isolate myself, make sure this hat is blocking as much of the 'sky' as possible at all times (awake/sleeping) and making sure earplugs are in enough but not too deep, and making sure earmuffs are snug, even though they are starting to loosen; I used to use the computer, it was my work, past 12 years, since I was 10, I have been using them;
so could be flame-retardant chemicals in my body which have taken away radiation protection mechanism in my skin, though the Paxil and Effexor I know did increase my sensitivity to this severe level -- I think replacing those salts / removing all SSRI salts if possible, resetting their the damage / frequency changes they must have done (perhaps removing whitematter increse caused by them?) and then yeah. I've been on here too long.
If a treatment center wants to call and give their credentials (I guess), my parents' names are **** and ****. 555-555-5555 and 555-555-5555 is a number for a different place. Or email me **nys*
[email protected] with whatever information, I will try to check it.
The worst part of all of this is that if I get a little irritated or bothered, even by something that shouldn't bother me,
my reaction ends up being like it's the end of the world and I become hostile, which is a way I have hated my whole life, and I can't be that way, it isn't me, it makes me feel like such a horrible person and it isn't me, and I can prevent it if I have all power off, and block all noises and sit or lay still -- no problems at all then --
except the burnign sensation from the ventilation fan 3 blocks away -- which then causes me to get irritated, and getting restless from not doing anything and depressed from my life being destroyed and unable to do anything, secluded and isolated, I can't last this way much longer.
I don't even know if anything will help.
I wish I could remove all salts from my body and replace them with proper salt, and reset all parts of my body and brain to proper frequencies.
I want to get better so then I can change the world by making people aware of the effects that everyone has from EMFs, that they aren't aware about -- physical ailments, personality traits, mood / emotional issues, so many things I have linked to being to this. I know I can help many people with very simple things, having gone through all of this and having to find out everything so intensely, I had to figure everything out -- no one else was competent enough; I don't blame them though,
I mostly would blame the governments and companies involved in allowing EMF pollution to be an acceptable thing in this world.
Please help me, someone, anyway. I need to live.
I sent this to Dr. Phil as well, I'm desperate. I can't avoid the EMFs - I basically don't think I have hyperacusis anymore, rather sounds aren't painful, but I have Electro-magnetic Sensitivity, and sounds and frequencies that enter my head (either through ears, or other skull? or just the earplugs and earmuffs don't block out them all, I know they don't..) give me all of the symptoms. I can't handle it, not even with the
benzodiazepines I have 2 Mg a day for, for a short period of time, which my family doctor is likely only going to give a renewal for 1 Mg per day; I'm not addicted to them, it just is allowing me for example to live a little bit, have the computer on for a bit, but still gives me pain and sensations. I need to get off now though.
Thank you for reading this, take care all.
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