Im gonna check it out, thanks...

So sad how you turn an appeal for sympathy into an attack on me. Good luck with the busted-ass shoulders...couldn't happen to a better person.

thank you so much.. I live on a 2800 ft hill with 2 gates, at the end of a 2 mile private dirt road. I think the fucking pills are safe... if I shot a gun, I have a 1911, up there in the santa monica forest or what ever it is... there would be cops and rangers all over in 30 minutes... and thank you.


I tried to learn programing 20 years ago, I'm dyslectic, in my day if you were dyslectic they slapped the fuck out of you and made you sit in the closet… lol.. I was learning to write script and no matter how careful and slow I went I could not get the script to run.

Something stupid like which streets in NYC run east and west... and since I'm dyslectic I sat there for about 30 min carefully typing the lesson over and fucking over. I was learning from a book, I finally called the up the publishers, I think is was an MS deal, book and software... they told the book had a typo... that was the end of my coding efforts… lol!!


as an INTJ let me assure I have been thinking about this stuff for well over 50 years and yes writing this book is the most interesting for sure... GFY helps me focus my thoughts because I must defend myself and ideas.... and deal with 'hecklers' it's the perfect place...

I had never considered god anything other than an intricate part of reality with the default set to positive available for use though positive thinking. read some napoleon hill. what I've done is use success philosophy to better understand my relationship with god.

just a different use for an already proven tools. this is how I reached the decisions I have about the universe or reality. it's completely obvious to me that humans are a 2 piece unit. biological and virtual. the biological is based on Newtonian physics while the virtual is governed by some other OS. I no longer let those 2 areas of my life hang out unsupervised.

and this as well, when I have an issue in my life I have an immediate suspect to the root cause of my problems... there are only 2 places to look, i's always lol!!

I kinda feel bad for you and I have no idea what your talking about... oh yeah I remember :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

You are a great guy and didn't deserve that nasty reply. Sorry he did that to you. My empathy for him is waning :2 cents:

So I'm not the only one that thought I pissed myself? :1orglaugh:1orglaugh

That sounds pretty scary. I don't think the sound would scary me as I would just be consumed with how impressive the machine is and what it is doing. However I think being locked-in so I couldn't move my head would make me lose it.

Anyway, Sorry you are going through this and I hope you get better, and hopefully without the use of opioids.


Had not stopped reading, you would have realized what he said was not about you.


It's incredible isn't it?

thank you mark, yup no pills for me... just weed and carefulness have a good day sir... oh BTW the valium is to relax, they will give you a script for 1

piece of shit fuckwad post.

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Quite often the operations do more harm than good. Well done for avoiding the pills :thumbsup

all I know is I simply dropped in here to state that there is no reason to stay in pain if you are not susceptible to becoming addicted to pain pills. the vast majority of folks who take them do not become addicted. I didn't.

that has nothing to do with god or spirituality or dead eye and ********** jumping me in this thread and trying to derail it.


the doctor could have also recommended gabapentin to you, a non-narcotic pain reliever that's been proven very effective.

:1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh I have been doing these surgeries for some time...I had 9 operations in total, the non narcotic pills don't work on me... thank you for the suggestion. weed is what I do and move slow at times and it's difficult to stand because my knee is shot, torn miscues and arthritis. I might ned a cane, I just keep exercising and hope the stuff repairs it's self. like my liver did. got hep form shooting dope in 73. no sign of anything in my liver these days... I have about 15 liver test, all good

your local dispensaries should have CBD tincture that is vapeable. it won't get you high but you can mix it with THC tincture and vape that so you will get high and get pain relief. you'll have to fill up your own vape cartridges and such, let me know if you need some input on that, I started doing that recently and it took a bit of research to make sure I was getting the proper vape tools.

I drank a can of cbd soda... supposedly 50mg cbd...it really helped for about 3 hours.. I have no options right now to do anything. Im not being paid. things look dire... and I will chat about it later... thanks

I'm really sorry to hear that man. i hope things work out.

I'm glad the cbd soda provided some relief.

Mr. Pheer knows what he's talking about.

CBD tea helps with my shoulder pain. But mine ain't shit compared to yours. I find just smoking some dank works a lot better for pain for me personally than the only CBD stuff.

honestly I slept all afternoon, not sure it was the CBD, I did feel a bit better... but yeah.. flower and a bit of hash... I don't think I could gag any tea down lol!!

it's super fucking interesting that's for sure :2 cents:

get well soon man!

thank you very much