The only people that should/will know the whole truth is donny, me and spannow.

Agreed, however - she's not the one putting Donny on BLAST infront of GFY.

My point is simple. You are playing the "understanding guy" because you've had your heart broken in the past. You are tired of seeing Donny being attacked so you're arguing on his behalf.

You are right, the truth IS somewhere in the middle and based on how Donny brought this here with threats of exposeure on his own blog ... you should see for yourself what's being said on the other side.

There's no excuse for his behavior. He's a grown man that made life changing decisions. Now he needs to live with them, He privately brought another man into his bed. It should have all stayed private.

:2 cents:

that IS a fucking excuse and if you dont realize that you reallllly need professional help dude.

My heart was broke bad when I was 25 yrs old , I had lost 100 lbs and she was the first hot girl to take interest in me. Once it was over I moved to NYC, I would stand on my friend balcony(we lived on the 31st floor) and think about how much would it hurt to jump. Spent 2 grand on phone sex lines, not jerking but talking and crying about her.So I know how crazy someone can get. I tried the friend thing with her and that was just more pain. One day I told her I never want to hear from you again and I changed. After that the first thing a girl did to fuck with me she was gone and I would get very cold. I learned never give your self respect up for anyone, I dont care how hot.

This is why I advocate drinking lager when posting, you get drunk too fucking quick on spirits! if you drunk lager like me you would make a minor tit of yourself then pass out before you do something severe

god knows the truth too

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Donny, do not listen to anyone. If my wife had pulled something similar, I would have bought a tree shredder off ebay and put it to use.

:1orglaugh

But you wouldn't have come to GFY and cried to everyone that she was a whore first.

You would have just handled your business.

I would walk away and leave it alone, it probably does seem like their is no one else, but life has alot of miracles, let it go and something great will happen, and remember time heals everything.

Donny you are a totally selfish asshole! Nice of you to ruin a family just before the christmas holiday. You called an innocent party (Lori) in the middle of the night and went off on her and confessed your perverted sick and twisted sins and for what???? You didn't hurt Mark or Belinda....she's back at home and you seem okay with this. Now that your sober you realize that you shouldn't have posted???
What about making that phonecall and fucking up someones Christmas. I'm a friend of Lori's and got the phonecall from her after yours to her. Not very cool of you dude. Think about what you've done and make restitution. Merry Fucking Christmas Asshole!!! You are a total loser. Go bury yourself in another bottle but stay off the phone next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You really hurt people and for what???

Wow, welcome to GFY, nioce 3rd post.


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yea what he said + check out this personal message from Dr DRE

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As I said in Mark's thread:

Okay... let's get something straight here: I started a thread and hinted at upcoming drama. I'd already told my best friend John earlier in the evening that I was going to write the story and send it to both Mark and Belinda in a word doc and ask them if I'd missed anything or left anything out. That was as far as it was going to go. I didn't plan to make it public.

Also, I said the same thing to AaronM after he talked me out of going public with the story. I told him I was just going to threaten to do so and have some fun with it.

Mark jumped the gun and started the thread on a public board. Lori, from what I understand, reads this board. She would have seen it anyway. I called Lori to apologize to her and let her hear our side from me, because when all the "playing" started we were told she was okay with it. We later found out she wasn't aware of it but by then it had already started so we didn't stop it. I wanted her to hear that from me.

Mark, as he is good at doing, has no doubt spun this all over in several ways. The truth of the matter is that Belinda wasn't the only one. He can spin it all he wants but that doesn't account for those before nor after Belinda.

I am still very willing to tell Lori the full story and not just a few drunken rambling minutes. I'll also tell her the rest of what I know if she wants to hear it, because if I was her I'd want to know.

I really don't care if I'm seen as an ass. Why? Because I AM an ass. That's the truth. But there's a lot more to the story and if I was the woman scorned I'd want to hear it.

That Halcyon is a thoughtful and righteous guy.

Donny - people can say what they want about Crissy Moran but when she decided to leave the industry and take up her cause with the lord...she did it. She moved on with her life and got the fuck outta here. What's your excuse for still posting here?

Was this religious thing just a sham of some sort? Did you think that by leaving the industry and going religious that maybe Belinda would leave the industry and go religious with you... and that would maybe save your marriage? And since that didn't happen - your back here trying to fuck up peoples lives and reputations?

I just don't understand how a man of god can keep coming back here day after day and meddling with peoples lives. It would be different if you were here to preach to people and try to convert them...but your not. How is this healthy for you? How is this healthy for your relationship with god?

I asked one of the moderators why you haven't yet been banned. Their reply was...."he's making a complete ass out of himself - why should we ban him?" Yea - I have to agree!

What she said. The only thing in this whole ordeal that is more sleazy and morally bankrupt than this guy calling someone's wife and deliberately ruining a marriage/family for personal satisfaction, are the jack asses running to defend the girlfriend because she's 'cute' and want her attention. Pathetic.

Crissy never really posted here to begin with, and she messaged me saying she'd never return because people were horrible to her and she couldn't take it.


1st question: No, it wasn't.

2nd: We were never married.

3rd: Please notice what I wrote above - I didn't make this public. I threatened to make it public, but didn't plan to actually release the word document to anyone but Belinda and Mark. In my original thread, Will76 called it right when he said I was just blowing smoke and wouldn't actually release drama. Mark jumped the gun and starting things, which is why the thread that's currently more than 15 pages has the name S P A N N O W as the thread starter, not Donny. I'm sorry that doesn't fit with the bash Donny attitude around here, but it is indeed a FACT.

Yes, I am making an ass of myself. I can see that. However, making an ass of oneself in front of fellow asses is not really that big a deal.

No offence to Donny...However Donny's problem is that he has a history of making really bad decisions and then regretting it.

He lied to his first wife when he started doing porn.

He asked his new girlfriend to bang her ex boyfriend

He asked his friend to bang his girlfriend.

He quite pornography and lost his income.

He went to preaching the 'church'.

He got really drunk last night.

And he regretted them all.

Dude you have to think like "George Costanza" every time you think something is right, you have to do the complete opposite.

I don’t think I have ever seen a bigger loser.

Ya know, I'm really sick of people making judgment calls without being able to see the full picture. Perhaps I should release it after all, but it would probably take 10 pages at least.

Mark told us Lori knew when we started. He'd recently ceased another relationship with a woman who was not the mother of his children. That was a well known fact around the office and one Mark himself used as an example of the open relationship he had. Some people in this business have open lifestyles and we were told his was one of those. Later, when that turned out not to be the case it was already too late.

There is almost a year worth of details that you are missing. I'd recommend holding back judgment if all of the evidence is not presented. It's impossible to make an educated decision without all of the facts.

Hey Donny!

We have never met but your thread, and spin off threads have kept me occupied reading untill 05.35am!!

Firstly happy birthday to you buddie, it looks like you have had a bad run of late man! (self inflicted or not)

Now for my 2cents worth:

I think that by the sounds of things, you like to see your girls getting fucked by other guys which is fine man, whatever flicks your switch. But seeing as you are putting yourself in the weird and wonderfull world of spouse swapping, you obviously should have known the possible repercussions and half dealt with the possible bad outcome in your head,so as not to fall from to great a height if it did all go tits up.

You are one kinky motherfucker i'll say that man!

Whatever the outcome is my man, i hope you pick yourself back up and have a good life.

Forget what the haters say in here, coz as many people have said in these threads, keyboard warriors love a damsel in distress so you cant win.( a fine looking damsel i must say hehe)

anyways...all thats left is for you to go and fuckyourself now man!

merrychristmasmotherfuckers

I wasn't referring to "here" this board...I was referring to "here" this industry. She moved on - why haven't you? You didn't answer the question??? Why are you still here? Is that a difficult question for you to answer? Are you a man of god or not? No man of god would be hanging out here on a daily basis fucking with peoples lives the way you have done.

So that makes this all better? The fact that you even threatened to make it public shows what kind of man you are. Now you want to turn this whole thing around and blame it on Mark because you never really intended to make it public? What did you expect Mark to do? Just sit back and let you threaten him like you did? He did what any man would do - he cut you off at the pass.

I've met you Donny - I've never met Belinda or Mark. I would be right here supporting you on this but I think you've lost your fucking mind. I have heard so much bad shit about you over the last few years it's pathetic. How you lied to people, didn't pay people, cheated people etc..etc..etc. Is that why you lost all your clients and Belinda had to take up shooting? I've heard a lot of stuff about Belinda as well...but it's all been positive. I wish I could support you on this Donny but I'm gonna go with my gut on this one. My gut tells me that you've fallen off the deep end and there's no turning back for you. I wish you luck man...........

great post, and a great way to look at life

I respect you big time bro

Brian Bradley isn't exactly a fan. I know he talks shit about me all the time. That's okay. Ask Brian why Mutt doesn't rep him anymore. Better yet, ask Mutt to honestly tell you. Brian is not a happy person, with anyone. Oddly enough, he does happen to like Belinda. She and you are probably the only two people he actually likes.

Especially when he himself started the drama on a public board, owned by his employer, that she happens to read.

I hope this is all staged, it's just too fucked up to be real :-/

I don't really know what happen, but what I do know is that if someones husband goes and fucks another women, the wife should find out

People shouldn't keep shit like that behind a wifes back

Happy late birthday Donny, make the best of this situation and use it to your advantage, grow stronger from this

Take it easy Donny

My best wishes, Donny!!

And ... happy birthday!

Why would Brian have a beef with you? Perhaps because you tried to fuck him out of some money? I know others that have been fucked by you as well - and one in particular is still waiting to be paid by you :disgust

Interesting that you never answered my question about why your still here when your supposed to be a man of god now. I asked you to elaborate on this twice and both times you failed to discuss it. Looks more and more to me that this religious thing was just a sham of some sort. Maybe hoping that if you went religious and left the industry that all the people you tried to fuck and the people that you still owe money to would just forgive and forget. The problem is though that you you never left the industry. Your still coming here and causing drama and controversy just like you did when you were still a pornographer. Your the laughing stock of this industry right now Donny - you know that right?

Your transformation to being godly was just an elaborate hoax of some kind right? You surely cannot be a man of god and coming and posting on this board every day. You can either be a man of god or a pornographer - which is it?

Oh fuck you donny, and get off your high horse.

I don't know you, Belinda, Mark, Lori, or anyone else in this trainwreck you now call your life. I don't care what the circumstances of the last year were. My point was, you keep talking about Mark disrespecting a woman YOU have been disrespecting for a long time. You said YOU found out a long time ago that Lori didn't really know. You also said YOU "kept it going" after you found out. YOU called the poor woman in the middle of the fucking night so she could "hear your side". That is the most immature, ridiculous, selfish bullshit I have ever heard in my life! You came out to her now because you are in the gutter and want some fucking company.

YOU are what is wrong with religion. Spewing your hypocritical bullshit every day. So, you can take your recommendation and shove it up your ass!:thumbsup

I feel sorry for your son. Any REAL parent would have thought twice about calling a mother in the middle of the night and turning that child's world upside down 2 days before Christmas. If you were half the man you believed yourself to be, this subject never would have come to the boards (via your threat). You would have gone to this woman, in private, after her kids had a nice Christmas and let her know.

But, I digress....you were drunk so "oops" :321GFY

Oh I forgot....regarding Brian, I've been a friend of Brians for a couple of years now and we've never had any big issues. He's a little moody but once you figure out how to deal with him your good-to-go. Brian is one of the most honest guys in this industry and I would trust him with my money and my life. That's more then I could say about most of the people that I've met in this biz. Say what you want to about Brian but in my book....he's as good as they get :thumbsup

Wasn't his fuckin' place.

He didn't tell her because he felt sorry for her. He told her to try and hurt Spannow.

He obviously doesn't give a fuck that he ruined her or her kid's Xmas ... that was between her and Spannow. All of this other shit was between Donny, Belinda and Spannow. They fucked in private it should have remained private.

Donny is acting like child - his birthday sucked because Belinda and him have been broken up over their "adult decisions" and she decided not to spend it with him - so he got drunk and decided he'd scorch the earth and have no consideration for who else was hurt.

For a grown man to do this is sad.

For someone that is supposed to have changed his life and found god it's weak and pathetic.

Not that what i think matters but I had a healthy respect for Donny for the 3+ years that I've known him socially. However, this whole meltdown shows me a different side of Donny ... one that is very childish and malicious.

:2 cents:

Brian has been paid and I never once tried to "fuck him out of some money". That is not true.

Tobe has not been paid in full. I never received the documentation on the models in question. That is old news. Tobe knows all documents must come with content in order to receive full payment. Even without them he received most of the money. And the client he shot the content for never received it (I was the middle man) and I never received payment from that client for it either. So the money Tobe DID receive came from my pockets.

I never answered that question for you because I've already addressed that so many times in numerous other threads. I'm sick of answering the same question. Do a search for posts by Donny and you'll find the answer if you really want it. I doubt you seriously care enough to search for the answer, however.

"You're", Dean. Not "your". And, yes, I am aware. The question is whether or not I care. The answer to that question is, "No, I do not."

Dean, I am a human. I became a Christian just a few months ago. I will screw up forever. Every day, most likely. Some screw ups with be bigger than others. Some days I feel I am failing as a Christian. Then I remember that what society describes as a Christian is not what actually makes a Christian. Read the story of David in the Bible. He was a murder and a womanizer amongst many other things, and yet he was still called a man after God's heart. Because after each sin he got back up and tried again. He was human and he screwed up a lot.

As I said, I'll continue to screw up but I sure hope I never decide to quit trying or to hide those screw ups. My dirty laundry is public. I hope to keep it that way because it helps keep me humble. With the ego I have, some fat doses of humility are needed all the time.

Never read where he said "ooops...I was drunk...oh well". You started this thread by saying you offer no apologies. You are a real work of art. Probably didn't take much to "one up" you in the boyfriend department.

Bullshit! You make it all public because you need to be the center of attention. That huge ego you keep talking about is bullshit too.....the lack of ego is what makes you NEED to be the center of attention. Do you honestly think you are fooling anybody other than yourself? There are times I have actually felt sorry for you, but you just keep piling it deeper and deeper. Ever since you have asked God for help with "the direction of your life", seems you have driven straight into the gutter. Try google maps next time, seems God doesn't think very highly of you.:(

damn donny..

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All of you so called adults in this disaster should be fucking ashamed of yourselves.

Ouf of everyone involved, I feel for Spannow's child the most. He/she is going to suffer through this along with the mother. I cannot stand cheating dumb fucks. If you are thinking about cheating, then there is obviously something very wrong with your relationship (END IT). :321GFY

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I just hope you find happyness in what ever manner suits you. Be it christ, porn, threesomes with big boobed blondes or midget acts.

Well it's 8:40 AM, I am plastered, and I still didn't tell about my threesome with Loryn and Rrredd.

Oops.

Donny said he knew she was cheating for a long time, but instead of kicking her out he begged her to stop cheating on him. :Oh crap

If only belinda would have been wise and wouldn't have tried to cheat on Donny on his birthday she would have been able to continue to do it. Donny only seemed to melt down because she tried to do this on his birthday.

That is the most pathetic thing I have ever heard. Cheating on someone 364 days out of the year is bad, but do it on his birthday and that is too much.

but wait, she wasn't cheating anymore. her and Donny had already broke up. Donny please, get the fuck, go away. Go to church. just do everyone a favor and yourself and leave.

This is why you swing with strangers and not your friends...

I want a turn with Belinda too

ah god ole times

god help us all

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