LudaZivis

Hello!

I have finally published my first video. Please support me. I tried very hard, it was very difficult for me to start.

The video was constantly blocked due to censorship... I hesitated for a long time before publishing it and kept redoing it because I have a mental disorder — obsessive-compulsive disorder (I'm a perfectionist and have difficulty making decisions, constant anxiety).

If you are interested, write!
My Telegram: @LudaZivis



Thank you very much.

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SpicyM

Publish your samples on Xhamster or Pornhub.

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LudaZivis

This video is on Pornhub.

kuprum

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.p...=64bbf59584852

trash....

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adtrafic

Pretty cool, but gives the vibe of a future Netflix documentary, when the crazy woman from Riga ate 3 boyfriends she had dismembered in the freezer.

k0nr4d

I think I have the same mop you mounted the dildo on. Made by "Vileda", right?

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DVTimes

I like it.

It is like an art house film.

I would have preferred to see full nude (you may have, but I skipped a bit).

But I like it as it is different, and a bit odd.

If you plan on doing more, do some outside.

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TurboB

Greetings from LT!

DVTimes

It reminds me of this film.

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SpicyM

That was different...

Just a tip: depictions of persons drinking alcohol (no matter if real or not) are prohibited, they may delete your scene if they find out

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CurrentlySober

I understand that you were were sorry that it wasn't vomit, but that you had to use yogurt instead.
Being a perfectionist myself, I would have re-shot when I was able to make myself puke up...
'Ain't no substitute for the real thing...'

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fuzebox

Well that's the most disturbing thing I've seen today.

LudaZivis

How much have you written...

LudaZivis

So I'm good! Me and my cunt didn't work in vain.

LudaZivis

trash....[/QUOTE]

You yourself are trash.

adultinnovation

haha there's no way she isn't a serial killer

LudaZivis

Thank you, I tried very hard.

LudaZivis

You just met my cunt.

LudaZivis

I don't go outside.

LudaZivis

I don't need your advice. If you want to puke - do it!

CaptainHowdy

Guess I like my porn pretty much vanilla . . .

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mikeet

These days i can barely make it thru 2 minutes on any porn video but watched yours until 16:33 minute mark because it was weird. Congrats i think?

adtrafic

I can fix her

JesseQuinn

it could be vanilla flavoured yogurt


good for you OP for creating a very unique video. best of luck with your filming

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DVTimes

i agree

it felt pro, with the colour and the way it was edited.

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Look Chang

I watched it to the end, it's surprising and well done but I also prefer vanilla . . .

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Spunky

I like that it was out there, not fapping to it though

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JesseQuinn

me as well, that was the coolest aspect

different is fun

I didn't fap to it either (in fairness I don't ever fap to porn-it is more of a lighting the wick thing for me), though did thumbs up like it without a PH account

@MsZivis for any future uploads just post it here with a break (like https FULL_LINK) and one of us with the post count to rock (sorry, really bad with puns) links can repost it for you

have fun with this, know for you it must be hard but I kinda get that too. not nearly as much as you I imagine but so much footage I've trashed as 'not perfect'

I'm not OCD, just neurotic at times about perfectionism in relation to appearance, or was. now I dgaf and that took centuries

I really suggest you create a clips4sale account. no ref link and I am not affiliated with them other than being a cammer who does clips on their platform for a really long time

https://www.clips4sale.com/user/signup

I think you'd do really well there. not sure how they feel about simulated vomit but creativity goes over well there. just check with them before submitting that vid


if an issue it wouldn't be c4s, just a Visa/MC issue and they rule the roost for now

I still make daily sales on old random ish like 'here's me smoking a cig', 'here's me kicking', 'here's me flexing my abs'

all old ish, nowhere near your quality of video. my newer stuff is better but you do full mind/body story line. I can't do that, or prob could but have zero interest cuz not my thing. we're all creative in our own ways


you're good at this, so start now. you're weird (most interesting people are), c4s is conducive to odd. make some money and watermark everything


and try to have some fun with it, as much as you can

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CurrentlySober

For the record, that WASN'T advice... It was actually a compliment that I liked the direction that your going in...

But hey, OK, whatever

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404NotFound

Well it was, interesting.

Have you tried sertraline for the OCD? It helped me quite a bit.

LudaZivis

Thank you, then I already love you!

LudaZivis

I have very serious mental disorders: "Bipolar Affective Disorder" (BAD) and "Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder" (OCD). There are also various disorders from the anxiety-phobic group, for example, "Generalized Anxiety Disorder" and "Anxious (Avoidant) Personality Disorder." Sexual disorders are also present: I suffer from compulsive sexual behavior - hypersexual behavior, which is sometimes referred to as "nymphomania." I won't even mention exhibitionism - that's already clear.

LudaZivis

The "Clips4sale" is clumsy in some way: I press the "SIGN UP FOR FREE" button, and it simply throws me back to the main page. I've tried from different browsers — it's the same everywhere.

LudaZivis

Do you like hairy cunt?

LudaZivis

On "Clips4sale," will a content buyer receive a Model Release with my information?

LudaZivis

I take Venlafaxine, antipsychotic, and anxiolytic medications.

"Sertraline: The drug was developed by the pharmaceutical company Pfizer. Initially, work was carried out on the compound "tamepraline," which served as an inhibitor of the reuptake of catecholamines. Tamepraline did not prove to be an effective antidepressant, as it demonstrated undesirable effects similar to banned psychostimulants. Many years later, research on tamepraline was resumed, resulting in the creation of sertraline. Sertraline differs from tamepraline by the presence of two chlorine atoms in the molecule. However, studies showed that this substance is an extremely selective inhibitor of serotonin reuptake. At the time of the research, Pfizer was considering other drugs as candidates for a wide-market antidepressant. Nevertheless, the scientists working on sertraline persistently offered their invention without any motivation. As a result of these efforts, sertraline was released under the trade names Zoloft and Lustral and for a period of time became the most prescribed treatment for depressive conditions in the United States".

LudaZivis

Because it's not porn, it's a revelation.

LudaZivis

When I become a superstar, I will sell you this mop.

Klen

Do i hear wedding bells ?

404NotFound

Yep, that's sertraline. I have a problem stepping away from my desk. Always been like this, I just want to work and build things all the time. I've put that to good use for personal benefit but it got to be too much. I still work 60 - 70 hours a week but I take two days off a week now and do other things.

adultinnovation

never would have guessed

LudaZivis

But he will have to deal with my hairy sweaty cunt.

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JesseQuinn

absolutely not. no performer release on a client download. watermark everything and C4S does have a mechanism for reporting pirated clips but I've never used it so can't speak to it's efficacy

I've come across pirated content from time to time (some even re-watermarking my WAY WAY older content with exgf.com for example as rogue affiliates). I don't bother DMCA'ing the parasites. I just DMCA their hosts and google. I have a fill in the blanks template. I'll pass that on to anyone if needed but it's really basic. annoying but simple

@MsVizis one thing you need to accept is that being online, some asshole who can't make his own money is gonna try and profit off you. it's the internet

c4s won't steal your stuff though


apologies, I may have sent you the wrong link. actually, I did. it's https://www.clips4sale.com/user/signup#creator

what you want is STUDIO SIGNUP

(again no ref link)

your own studio (that's what they call them, no one else's)

yeah it's kinda clunky on the back end but they have traffic and it takes no time to create your page (unless you have a site to promote*, just choose your colors and watermark in your name if you ever make a site)

c4s are cool with that, and they have paying traffic

*if you do have a site to promote, just choose your colours and create a header image with your site logo


I don't have a paysite or an OF, but I do skype shows. some decent cross over. over time. lots buy all their clips there but visit me for shows. I'm a total extrovert though, you might not be into that kinda thing, as in cross over? no matter, clips is why they are there


since you're new to the biz you gotta be careful about fly by night orgs. I left Canada 10 years ago and was still getting c4s checks to my parents' place. My dad was feeling poorly and was trying to hide it, but he wasn't going into town to deposit my checks. C4S actually contacted me a few months after he died, like what about all these uncashed checks? arranged to pay me via an alternate method that didn't involve wires

message me and I can rec a very low fee service for payment to the Ukraine (again, no ref link, just what is safe and works as until I sold it I used to own/operate a biz paying women in your region)


you can trust them, I was too wrapped up with life stuff to pay attention to what was coming in and C4S was all 'how can we pay you?

I'm not tryna push anything on you, just think you would do well there. wish you the best again, however you proceed


PM me if you wanna know how to get paid easily no matter which venues you choose

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No.

It is for public to buy vids.

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k0nr4d

Keep it - I already have one and it's a very good mop

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You are guaranteed to become famous and promoted by the establishment to be a role model for young women, men, xirs, xims, zes, etc etc

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LudaZivis

However, when I click the "SIGN UP FOR FREE" button, it redirects me to the main page. I have tried doing this on different devices and through different browsers — always the same result. I registered a regular account there. Your link also leads to the main page. I've already written to customer support, but they didn't help me with anything.

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NatalieK

congratulations on your first video, enjoy your work & good luck with future movies x

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CaptainHowdy

Always faithful to your mop. That shows character.

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Thank you!

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